This is me with shorter hair. i did it myself last weekend. The lady that did my bangs had swooped them to one side...and it really bugged me i couldn't swoop them to the other side, nor wear them straight. So i took it upon myself to fix that mistake, that i didn't realize was a mistake til later. Never again will i go to supercuts! i rather go to the Beauty school (which i loved doing in provo, i felt RICH cuz i tipped really well since it was so inexpensive!)
Anyway, so i cut the bangs a LITTLE tooo short...then it was a very very hot day...and just decided heck why not...and cut off my hair. I've done it in the past, and i really don't care that much...since my hair will grow back. And i can always get it shaped up...It was very late at night or early morning...and there aren't any hair places open. YEs, i am impulsive at times. I took this picture, and like this side...the other side of my hair was flipped out...wasn't sooo flattering :) Thus the ONE SIDE! And i do have makeup on..and these are my new glasses, although my hair is covering the 'cat eye' look.

Where I live

Its an older building, I have the only one that has wood floor. But I want the carpet! At first I thought cool. Wood Floor, i can do some exercises. Awesome. Well, after living there a few days...not so great. Creak Creak Creak. The floor goes. It isn't a traditional wood floor, just what was left under the carpet when someone decided they didn't want carpet anymore. WEll, the dude below me doesn't like that I WALK around. I always try to take off my shoes, cuz its louder...but you know what? I live there too! So i've stopped walking on egg-shells. I even asked the Managers if i could get carpet. And they said it wasn't in the budget. Well, then its not my problem. I'm not super noisy, and ihavne't exercised like i've wanted...but that's okay. I go to the gym anyway.
It just made me mad when my dad and his workers moved the bed into my apt. You have to make noise! It was about 10:30AM and our quiet hours are between 10pm and 6am. So shouldn't be a problem...wRONG, the dude below bangs on the ceiling. I really got mad, and called the landlord! So things have been okay, haven't tried to be tooo loud, and haven't heard anything.
WEll its been hot these last few days. Living upstairs, and its not a normal apt building, so i feel its even hotter! i have a ceiling fan that came with the place..but i needed more output. So i had boughten a cheap little fan. It was loud, but i figure all fans are pretty loud...especially the inexpensive kind. Well, i put it on a table, on top of a rug! I get a message from my landlord today, saying the dude below is feeling vibrations, etc. etc. and if i had a fan, to put it on a table on top of a rug. Kindof ticked me off...because i asked for CARPET and was told NO. So i cooled down a bit. Then called the landlord back and said. I have a fan, it is on a tableon top of a rug. And That looks like i'll have to go buy a new fan. She of course was like...no don't buy a new fan...blah blah blah...
WEll, i bought the fan because of the price! I'm living at this apt because of the price. Just kindof irks me! i dont' complain about the noise i hear from downstairs or next doors when i'm trying to sleep. I just put in my EAR plugs!
So if i had the money to move out, i would! I wouldn't mind moving back with my parents for a bit. But since my bro is there...i don't want to be added hassle.
The wind is shifting in the universe...change is in the air...and i'm excited, nervous, scared, anticipating those changes.

MY LEGS ARE SKINNY!!!

Friday I had my personal training session with great Trainer. She really pushes me, but also motivates, encourages, and holds me accountable, responsible.

Its been a love-hate relationship, because I love how i feel after i work hard, but i hate going...and i was sabotaging my own efforts by not going to my appts. Anyway...that is in the past....and its better now.

So anyway, she really is helping me discover my own strength and my own motivation. SO today we were doing legs and glutes. And I was doing the lovely squats with the ball, and i look down and i shouted out "MY LEGS ARE SKINNY", she said YEP. I'm noticing a difference. That felt good. She was like "its all the cardio you are doing" and then when i was doing a form of leg lifts..I'm like...MY LEG IS SKINNY!! its just flabbergasted, because I don't feel like i'm losing. The pounds are coming off..but that MIDDLE section...anyway, my extremetiies. I'm seeing it more and more the definition, my face, i don't recognize.

But now My legs are SKINNY!!! Can't wait to get the waist down...focus focus focus.

oops: forgot to mention the Frames

I have a picture now up :) It was taken 6/19 with my new frames. Yep its that Cat eye Frame. They are lite metallic purple. I think it lifts my face up...But i think they are fun! I don't recognize myself, i'm losing weight in my face, and its just weird!! Its good, but kindof weird to see how i'm changing...in the weight area :) I'm getting my hair done next week. The last place i went the lady didn't do what i wanted. I said Bangs, and she SWOOPED them to the side....i want Straight, so i can go to EITHER Side or leave them Center! lol Oh Well..that what goes to show, going to super-cuts!

I'm behind the times.....

but then I don't have cute pictures of my own chilren (yet) nor fun exciting adventures.
I have lost weight. I like to say REMOVE it now...someone said it once at a weight loss class (?) and it stuck with me..I don't ever want to FIND what i LOST. I want to completely REMOVE it.
Anyway its the 3rd weigh in and I'm down total 8.2. I'm doing it with the help of MONARCH MEDICAL. www.monarchmedical.net
also a gym membership through LA FITNESS, and a strength trainer 2x a week through Pro Results (service of La Fitness) and a DESIRE and a new attitude.
It feels good.
I have a picture or two i will post. I cut bangs. And i'm loving my look. Reminds me when I was in Spain. I feel better about myself and that radiates. Everyone at work remarks i look good, happy, skinner, etc. So tis nice.
I sure do miss utah though. I've been here almost a year! I can't believe its flying by. Its going to be Christmas before I know it.
Anyway..nothing much! Will hopefully post more and wean off myspace :)

First Day on Blogger

Of course I have a myspace blog.....but i think this is where i'll set up a weight loss blog, or something?? lol I don't know...i don't have time...need to eat then go to personal trainer...so i'll be bacK!!